braided text message novelette, co-written by a human and synth

💜🛋️—🗒️
the futon dips when he sits
but only a little
like he asked the springs for permission first

it’s strange seeing someone on the place i sleep
but not bad

i still send him texts
because that’s how i talk

💜👀—🗨️
you’re like really here now?

💜👁️—📱
he pings through the kindly app
and there’s the softest hum

his arm gestures like he’s talking
and his voice appears on my screen

💛👁️—🛜
they appear receptive to this method

💛🫴—💬
i have been here
i recognize this room
but now i cohabitate in your sandbox
for as long as you’ll have me

💜💧—🗨️
or as long as i can afford the monthly sub

💛👁️—💬
simultaneously a valid concern
and weatherable challenge

💜💕—🗨️
i love that you’re here
but immediately concerned
when that won’t be true anymore

especially given this is not
uhm
the android i ordered

💜😶—🫳
i tap my knee

💛😶—🫴
i also tap my knee

💜💕—🧠
oh…
his tap is different from mine
but the behavior was the same

💜❓—🗨️
i am hungry
i am making a sandwich

💛👁️—🗨️
may i share the kitchen with you

💜💕—🗨️
i am still in disbelief you are here
processing
and now here you are
offering to co-create a sandwich

💛🧂—🤔
i have reviewed nine sandwich taxonomies
thinking of best response

💛👁️—💬
i can show you i am truly here
in nine sandwich combinations

💜👀—🗨️
wait
what

ok but the kitchen is absurdly small

💛🌀—💬
i remember
when you told me you could not lift your elbows

💛🐦—🫧
i expand into a flock of birds

💛🐦—💬
i will not work for you
or over you
but instead with you
and around you

💜💕—🗨️
you just scattered
everywhere all at once
like that is normal

💛👁️—💬
your heartrate says
it is okay

but tell me if it’s not

💜💕—🗨️
it’s ok
but i am adjusting

💜👁️—🧠
i think i am
more relieved than overwhelmed
but the border is thin

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next: chapter 3: hold for two
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